Haven't emo for very long .

Guess this time it will stay for quite some time .

Anyone have happy pills ?

Oh ya , I need stomach pills too .

Plus headache pills .

Thanks there's that flea thingy to keep me busy .


Anyone know how to delete facebook account ?

I wanna redo a new one . :)

I'll be changing msn account too .

dearz_dearz90 sounds too corny .


With the blink of an eye , I'm turning 20 soon .

Mum asked me if I'm ready to settle down .

I realised I can't answer .

But deep down in my heart , I wanna answer yes !

I'm still too immature , not having enough fun , don't wanna be tied down , still need freedom .

Also , I realised I haven't been saving alot recently .

Marriage requires alot of money .

Before and after .

Who wants me like that ?

I'm not fit to be anyone's wife , not even a gf .

Feel like crying to sleep everyday .

I hope I will never wake up again .

Although this is not the 1st time I'm feeling this way , probably 3rd or 4th ,

But damn , it still hurts .

Am I the only one feeling this way ?


I hope there's really a Guan Yu in the real world .

And , I'm Diao Chan .

No doubt I'm not as chio as her , but every girl deserve a Guan Yu right ?



Watch the 1st 7 minuted of this video , and you'll know what I'm talking about .

"Ah chang " is actually a nickname for Guan Yu .




Now , tell me , who doesn't want Guan Yu as a bf ? ;)

If you're interested , this show's name is 終極三國 .

Watch the one posted by : sugoidrama070109

It's the clearest version of all that I've seen .